I want to be left alone but find myself constantly trying to meet others expectations. Is there any way out?

oh sweety......that is soo dreadful to hear about......i have a freind who is exactly like this but she her parents dont sell guitars or nything......i also have a friend who plays the guitar and he is extremely good at it too so i kinda know......so my advice to u is first of ask urself do u luv them and do they actually luv u......if they do here is a little trick thing, so i suggest u start pretending to be schizophrenic.....that is double personality or u talk to urself and when ur parents ask u pretend u dont know.....do these things and after coming from school or something ill if u want type up a doent for u that has phsycological thingies that describe how all this presure and stuff is making u schizophrenic and stuff like that.........i hate these types of parents and i really want to help these...so if u do like my idea ill tel u more.......but u have to be self-confident, be funny and maybe u should just scream or just let out ur anxiety at them if not already......but as i said before i will def. help u.........until then plz plz dont get upset or loose hope or dont do nything dumb, it just sucks ur guitar has been thrown.........im very srry, tell me wat u think!!!