Is this too y? seeking immediate help!?

so ther is this guy i think i might be in love with but hes almost two years younger than me. we hav a history but i nvr see him so we decided to just be friends but he acted like he stil wanted to be more than that. now, i havnt heard from him in weeks and im worried hes forgotten about me. im gonna see him in february and i have this plan al layed out in my head. i want to walk up to him give him a huge hug and then grab his hand and pull him away from everyone. i wanna take him to like a doorway or something (we r gonna be at my hs) and just ask him y. i wanna know how he really feels about me. if it isnt something i want to hear, ill just grab his hands go up and kiss him on the cheek let go and say im sorry ill see u next year(when well be in the same school) and walk away. ooorrr if i love what he says, should i hug him again or like full on kiss him?? or just a peck on the cheek?? i might be in love with this boy but idk if he feels the same. is this to y and if not how should i go about it?? im looking for best answer :)